Dear Hailey,
Okay, I hope you’re not getting sick of my letters because I just feel like I am constantly complaining to you. The thing is, I know I can share my real feelings with you and not worry about it, unlike around here where I have to put on a brave face all the time.
Maybe I’m just tired but I’m really starting to question whether stardom is really for me. You know that I’m not afraid of hard work – I mean, I can stay up all night drafting plans for new designs and I have endless energy when it comes to moving furniture around a room to get it just right. But when I am working on my designs I am so caught up in the moment that it doesn’t even feel like work to me. It’s just where I want to be.
Hailey, touring just feels like work. And hard work that I’m not even that excited about. In fact, the further we get into the tour, the less excited I feel.
I just have to ask you, if this is what I was really meant to do wouldn’t I be enjoying myself more?
Just remember Hailey misses you a ton.
Is Elwin going to go back to designing? I hope he does! >>cathouse2
I think you NEED a break Elwin!!!!! I know its been a dream of yours but you should do what feels best for you!!!!!! Whatever you choose to do I`ll suport you!!!!!
Well, Elwin, what you do is up to you, but it’s more important that your happy. Sure, being famous might feel great, but how about you take it easy? Try going back to your designing life for a bit and see which you like better. I’m not saying you should completely give up designing or singing forever, but maybe you should do singing on the side and stick with interior design. Clearly touring isn’t for you. Interior design is.
my name is hailey too and i think u should stop touring and go see ur hailey
If you don’t like it then stop. If you don’t stop but you don’t like it, then you are sort of not telling the truth to everyone. They think you are having a great time! If you want to stop but don’t want to hurt their feelings, then maybe work something out, like traveling to your favorite places BUT NOWHERE ELSE exept back home. It won’t take as long but you will feel good knowing that you didn’t hurt anyone’s feelings but didn’t have to travel the whole tour. : ) :-)